What to do with these thoughts
That pursue me all day
Constantly rewinding,rephrasing, rethinking
Hence giving me all these headaches.
What to do with all these emotions
That remind me I’m human
Consistently fluctuating, anticipating,intimidating
Hence obstructing the vision of my true feelings.
What to do with all this weight on my shoulders
That bring me close to earth’s gravity
Regularly drifting, migrating, upgrading
Hence wearing me down to floor level.
What to do with this pain
That bring me closer to the grave
Unceasingly doubling, governing, empowering
Hence leaving me hollow, just an empty space.
I tried crying but my eyes went dry
I tried talking but my voice went on a trip
I tried walking but my legs fell in a pit
I tried writing and I came up with this.
What to do with all this masquerade, condemners?
I think I should pray, to my Father, fervently
Because I tried forgetting
But they still linger!