It’s another lonely night
I’m wide awake, in the silence of my room
The darkness seems to be denser tonight
Maybe predicting my fall, my doom.
I take a look at my life
Can’t really see nothing, so blurry
All I perceive are pieces, slowly turning to dust
I feel myself fading, gradually being forgotten.
Sadly enough, it’s during such occasions
That everything hits you real hard, freaky
Every word, act, decision, memory
Fill your every fibre and you feel the very vibrations.
I miss the young me, little Sammy
So jovial, funky, brave and carefree
Ready to rule the world and make a change
Sleeping without bordering if I’ll ever decay.
Life breaks us, mends us, builds us
I wonder what I would have been
If things were different, made brand new
Maybe better, maybe worse, I’ll never really know.
I can’t change the hands of time, I take blame
But what I can certainly do and retain
Is to learn from my mistakes, to be sane
Only then will I never be the same.
This is my ultimate goal
My prime purpose, my challenge
And I’ll keep trying over and over again
Till my dying day.