I should have told you I needed space,
Should have communicated when I lost my pace,
Should have been open or at least left a trace,
But instead, I ran out of the race.
I should have come to you in need,
Should have called when in tears,
Should have spoken about my fears,
But instead, I drowned in my insecurities.
I gave excuses a lot and I admit,
I lost my cool and even looked like shit,
Carried way too much burden n grieve,
Made u even pay for all my bullshit.
I should have been there,
I should have been clear,
I shouldn’t have let you bear,
All my hurt and despair.
I’m done fighting, I drop my army wear,
I know words don’t even come near,
But I’m really sorry, my beloved!
Sometimes we just need to spill out instead of regretting later and wishing we had actually done something about it. Have a blessed weekend. God bless.